You know, since this whole ordeal started, last week was the first time I felt anger towards KAT-TUN. No lie. Before was more like that depressing sort of sadness that I tried to ignore. But after seeing screencaps of this month's Shounen Club Premium I felt so mad at them because I thought, "what a waste - looking all happy when you're about to give up something as great as SCP". It continued into Friday that I actually fell asleep during Tame Tabi (I've NEVER done this... even if I was dying to sleep as soon as it was time for Tame Tabi, my eyes would automatically sparkle wide open). Then on Saturday, I didn't even pay attention to Yamaneko... my mood just wasn't there... AND THEN came Sunday when while finally watching SCP, I fell so inlove with the 4 of them again. I think my face was set in a grin the full hour while watching and replaying parts laughing and I even rebuked myself for feeling angy before.
And so I became happy again.
Then today, the reality went knock knock
「Tokoro-san no Nippon no Deban」 3/15 >> Junno's last day and Yuichi >> Starts 4/4 (Though, I wonder why not Ueda)
「Shounen Club Premium」 ends 3/16
「Tame Tabi」 ends 3/25
There's nothing surprising about them ending... it's only expected. But, I'll say "I'm very happy dates were finally announced".
I guess I'm weird but if I'm eating and the food tastes bad, then instead of throwing it away, I tend to hurriedly eat the bad bit first, so that I can even faster start with the good stuff.
And so these dates are like the bad bits that I need to hurry and come and pass... I'm growing impatient wanting May 1st to come quick as tomorrow. I just want everyone's sadness, anxiety, depression, uncertainty, and feeling of loss to quickly wrap up and slowly fade or adjust, and then when May 2nd comes, it would be ideal if folks (including me of course), can just click that recharge button and countdown for the good stuff to start.