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26 November 2015 @ 06:48 pm
now that i've thought about it...  
lots of feelings

You know, two years ago when Koki left, I made the instant decision that these guys can't be trusted. It's sad but it's the truth. And so, many times, without even noticing, while the other four members tell us how much they love us and will never leave us, in the back of my mind, there was a voice shouting 'liar... liar... liar'. That's how much Koki's leaving or rather, firing affected me... since that day, I decided that as much as I love them, KAT-TUN can not be trusted... not Kame, not Nakamaru, not Tatsuya and not even the crying Junno. Even when all the members gave their messages - apologies taken - apologies understood - but I always felt like one day soon, another member will betray those feelings they tried so hard to convey. I don't know much about Jin, but for the five members I grew to love, I really don't think they are bad people.  I really think they love us and I do believe that whatever promises they make to us, that they honestly think they'll be able to deliver... but mankind is mankind.

But of course, even with all the expectation and self-defense of distrust, you can never be prepared for a member leaving a haven you've grown to love.

Nothing could have prepared me for Junno's leaving.

I cried for about 3 minutes. I cried during Junno's initial annoucement and into their performance. Just about 3 minutes, because I remembered what I promised myself when Koki left... to me... fandom serves only one purpose... and that one purpose is to make me happy. Any tears I shed because of fandom, should be tears of happiness... not pain or disappointment.

Of course, I still don't feel any better. But I decided that it's important for me to prepare myself. Right now, all is hell. But I'm convinced, I know for sure that for me, at least, this will all pass. I'll tear up and I'll miss Junno and I'll become confused when I only see 3 members - the whole ordeal with Koki leaving will happen again... but just like with Koki, I'm determined to get over all that makes me unhappy. I shouldn't have to deal with RL shit and fandom shit since I'm in fandom to get away from RL shit.

Yes. I'm worried about the future of KAT-TUN... and I'm deliberately trying not to think about it (though it seems today Kame reassured about a concert next year and asked for support).  These days when people ask me who is my ichiban, I find myself hesitating... not because my love for Kame has fallen, but because my love for KAT-TUN has grown so much that I enjoy seeing all 4 members in one place rather than watching one member only... and this is because KT has a charming dynamics, and that's what makes them really KAT-TUN... their personalities and how those personalities blend and complement each other. And I could've said the same for Koki but I think Junno was... is... was... is... good for KAT-TUN... his personality was really like the sun... they would tease him alot but he had his own way with each member... the way he and Kame would joke around... the teasing he and Nakamaru would do, and then I'm not even being JunDa biased here but I really think Junno brings out a different playful reaction from Ueda... something that only Junno can do... actually, this is the precise reason why I got so inlove with JunDa, it's because for some weird reason, Junno is able to bring out that side of Ueda...On a 'member ai' basis, I can see Nakamaru and Ueda being good together... Nakamaru and Kame being good with each other... and Kame and Ueda being good together, I can see all three of them being good together BUT, it's really Junno who perfectly blends and naturally smudges the lines between everyone.

JunDa... this OTP of mine might prove to be a whole different and difficult hurdle. Btw, I recommend playing the audio for this clip ^^ *Sooo cute*

Junno is still a member of KT. I guess I'm glad for the time to adjust? Maybe... I'm still not sure. But he's still in KT. It will be awkward watching programmes like Tame Tabe with them being all normal and crazy while knowing deep down that soon it will all end. But he's still in KT. So I'll use my time and try my best to adjust. Bit by bit, I want to allow myself to let go... not just of Junno but also of JunDa (my heart bleeds for this, because this pairing really allowed me to improve on my creative writing skill). I'll finish my fics. And I'll still make my flail posts... I'll clear my folders of everything I've pending (at least I'll try my best to)... I don't know how possible it is, but in 5 months, I want to release Junno (as in get in the mindset that I won't be hearing his Iriguchi Deguchi Taguchi Desu again) - I can't hate him... I can't hate him and that makes me angry... and I get even angrier when I keep thinking that it's probably possible to reverse all this in 5 months, just like in the movies or anime or manga... like it's not too late to change all this... it pisses me off so much that even though I plan to, that I still have a long way in letting go of him. And it makes me wonder, 'what the hell would I have done if I'd devoted more of my life to them than I already have?" Just suppose I didn't have other interests different from the KT fandom?!

I hope Junno is happy with the choice he has made (otherwise, this pain and anger and heartwreck would all be in vain)... but for now,  just for now, for the time being, I hope he's just as miserable and losing sleep the way we are now.

My misery needs company!

But the crazy part is, this really seems like something that would happen to KAT-TUN.  Like, the members of KT are really prone and known for their nonconformance... and so, it's like we expect shit like this to happen to our fandom because our guys are just those sort of men. They're honest and they mean good but still... they're a bit selfish... a bit roguish and ironically, that's what attracts us to them.

But, you know what's even crazier?

If I could do it all over again... If I could go 5 years back to that day I first stumbled upon them... then unblinkingly... curiously... without hesitation... very gladly... and simply naturally... I would choose KAT-TUN again.
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20102205k20102205k on November 26th, 2015 10:51 am (UTC)
As expected from you ^^ beautiful and heartbreaking at the same time :) I wish I was still in Japan so that we were together to deal with it :(

I will write an entry too to calm my heart then i am sure i will feel better.

As I saw on tumblr "I don't know where this ship is going but me too I will stay on it ^^"
kissmegreen (Lyan)kissmegreen on November 26th, 2015 02:00 pm (UTC)
Writing always calms me... whether I'm too happy or too depressed it just helps to steady my feelings... it's also another reason why I like LJ and prefer it a 1000x more than twitter or tumblr. I can write to my heart's content and keep track of it ^^

I'll be sinking with this KAT-TUN ship!

and if by some strange mishap I one day jump off, they'll be my first and last ship (GACKT excluded lol)
Tora: Kazuyatora_chin on November 26th, 2015 11:56 am (UTC)
I really like your way of describing your feelings and thoughts.
By the way, I couldn't agree with you more. I have the exact same feelings and thoughts as you are.
Me too! I would choose KAT-TUN again and again, anytime.
kissmegreen (Lyan)kissmegreen on November 26th, 2015 02:07 pm (UTC)
Always KAT-TUN.

Of course, I wish they would just settle and be stable and put my poor heart at ease. And at times like this, I do get jealous of the stability of other groups, but I still wouldn't trade KT for anyone else ^^

Edited at 2015-11-26 02:08 pm (UTC)
dreamfighterleadreamfighterlea on November 26th, 2015 12:13 pm (UTC)
In a lot of ways I feel the same way you do. Thanks for ranting and sharing, because I'm sure so many others feel the same way.

When Koki was fired, it was almost traumatic. And I think I started to trust them less too. He was always the most vocal about loving his fans, and loving the group, but his actions showed that there were other things that he also valued.

Junno is the same way. There's no doubt he loves KAT-TUN, he loves his job. Maybe now, that's not enough.

All the members of KAT-TUN have always been ambitious, knowing what they want and then fighting for it. They know their minds and face things head on. They're also incredibly stubborn. It's why we love them. It's only natural that eventually their interests diverge, as sad as it is.

I think uncertainty is the hallmark of being a KAT-TUN fan. I became a fan about 4 and a half years ago, so it was after Jin had left. Still you pick up on it going back into KAT-TUN's past. Uncertainty about whether they would debut, uncertainty surrounding Jin and whether he would stay or go, dealing with the aftermath as 5, then as 4. And now, wondering what will happen now that they're down to 3.

The one thing, though, that I admired, and still admire, is that through all the difficulty, KAT-TUN fought through it. I became a fan after watching their No More Pain concert, and it's still my favourite because you can see how exhausted and drawn they are. You can see the effort they're putting in to make a great show. That's the part I love most about them.

After something like this happens, the members are always quick to reassure us that they'll keep working hard and doing their best. I believe it, I know they will. KAT-TUN is not going down without a fight. However nothing can be the same.

I'm not touching JunDa with a ten foot pole. That just makes me upset. I love what Junno does for the whole group dynamic and he makes sure that Uepi doesn't take things too seriously.

Ueda's my ichiban so I hurt for him most of all.
kissmegreen (Lyan)kissmegreen on November 26th, 2015 02:17 pm (UTC)
Have you read Junno's latest Hanashi update?

He really did his best. He really was honest with us with doing his best at work. Seems like he really did try to fight it. But, it's as you said, KT members are strong-willed and will go after what they want. While Junno gave the announcement, he was so steady and focused... I looked in his eyes and his mind was so made up... no remorse no regret.

No More Pain was also my first Album.
And it's true what you say, KAT-TUN, they have a talent to make the difficult times, an opportunity to get better. Even if they still crumble... lose number as a group, individually, the members really grow with these hardship.

Ueda really looked hurt. And he stressed so much about trying to convince Junno to stay. My biggest worry for 3nin KT is not their music, they'll still do good stuff... just their dynamics... like not just someone but something is missing... though I hope this is just all my bad perception.
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eirazmeirazm on November 26th, 2015 02:54 pm (UTC)
Thank you for writing this down. :) It's like having my feelings written in words perfectly. I tried to write it down, but then my thoughts, my words got messy and I gave up writing it (atm).

It's hard not to love KAT-TUN for what they really are. Each of them have strong & diverge personalities but somehow it feels complete. & every time they're losing each member, they're becoming imbalance...it feels incomplete :( & that's something i'm gonna miss for a long time.

Even with this kind of dramas they make us go through, i can't find the heart to hate them either. ohwell. KAT-TUN got me hooked for a looonnnggg time. hehe.

p/s: hope you don't mind me hijacking your comment's space. have a great day ahead.
kissmegreen (Lyan)kissmegreen on November 26th, 2015 03:59 pm (UTC)
KT must be wizards to have hold of our attention this much. Strangers, people we'll never meet person to person have this much impact on our lives. I just wish we could always be happy... but somehow, I think these hiccups in the fandom, brings us closer together... KT members together, fans together and the fandom together... but I still wish we didn't have to be be hurting and worry so much. My emotions are still running that I could write a book or two spilling my whole heart ><"

Let's hang in there!
powwie: meepowwie on November 26th, 2015 04:40 pm (UTC)
"fandom serves only one purpose... and that one purpose is to make me happy"

"I shouldn't have to deal with RL shit and fandom shit since I'm in fandom to get away from RL shit."

Thanks for beautifully summing up the concept of fandom! <3

I agree with basically all you said.
I was able to vent my frustration/sadness through endless Line chat sessions...(I said goodnight to crism79 around 1 am my time ^^').
I give Junno points for announcing it on his own (as opposed to his former member that preferred to get fired instead of fulfilling his contract and showing a bit of respect to his fans); I accept his apology; I understand that one person is free to decide on his/her own the best career. I'm not ready to forgive though.
Regardless of what is KAT-TUN's future.

Blame it on Koki. He was the one who really taught me what big/fat liars they are (hiding their true feelings it's part of the game, manipulating other people - fans - feelings it's not).
I know J&A will always have its share of blame, the company probably has a part in this matter as well. Compromise it's not in its Statute.

I've recently deleted from my journal the post I wrote when Koki left. My feelings were so misplaced I didn't want to read it again.
In a year, maybe less, maybe more, I will probably decide what to really feel towards Junno's decision.
Don't get me wrong, if *truly* it's just him wanting to leave the entertainment world I can understand and he has my blessing. Wihtout knowing the reasons behind his decision though, I can't weight my willingness to forgive. ok, we will never know the whole story, but in a few months or so we will know what he's doing after KAT-TUN (and if there's no new band and new best buddies to play/sing with at least we know he wasn't lying, so good riddance).

Am I going to miss him? Yes.
Am I going to turn my back to remaining members? No.
Not knowing what is going to happen to the band I love it's what it's causing me to be restless.
I can't decide how to feel.
I know I won't turn my back to whater KAT-TUN is going to do. I don't get the "I give up" comments I read here and there. I can't really give up, it's like denying myself, the "me" I've become since 2011. Passions can fade, but if you can walk out from something in a moment, I wonder how invested you were in the first place.
And I'm stubborn, so I'm not runnig away for fear of feeling pain. (KAT-TUN's fans are truly M type!!!)

If the translation of what Kame's said at the FC today (and if it's true in the first place... I never take twitter messages for granted), I so want to hug him for being such a competitive, stubborn, cocky idol (I'm referring to his declaration of not being content to be relegated to small venues but to still be worth of Tokyo Dome! I hope there was no jab to both ex-members...You know how I symphatize for one ^^').
I thought this in 2013, *now* it's even more the case. They should cut their past off. Stop embarassing rearranging of songs... make new songs and lay the old ones to rest. *I* don't want another version of Real Face...

We're never bored with those guys... T_T
kissmegreen (Lyan): kame kmgkissmegreen on November 27th, 2015 02:11 pm (UTC)
Real face should've been buried long ago. They really need a new start. Other song rearrangements I found creative but now with just 3 members, they really need to move on... though it will be hard to never hearing 4nin songs again... though even if we do, they won't sound the same.

I did laugh when you mentioned Mr Cocky and his wanting dome tours haha. He never fails to live up to his hype. I also laughed at the "please watch my drama" the tweet mentioned. He is always promoting... always squeezing in work somewhere.

Junno giving a reason would really help folks decide to beat at him or not. And I mean, what will he do now? Not even a high sch certificate. Maybe he saved enough to open a business. It's true. No matter how much you still love him, this feeling of betrayal is hard to ignore.

It is sad that while he is still around, whatever normalcy they seem to portray will either appear forced, unreal or just sad.

I wrote all this, but I believe i have so much more pent up and much of that would truly surface when that final day comes.

I am unsure about how anything may turn out for KT... unsure and worried about everything except how much I will most definitely stand by them.

Enjoy this week's Tabe Tame... I took a trip to Kagoshima so I can't watch the stream.
Hikari Kiramekudaftdragon on November 26th, 2015 06:28 pm (UTC)
You'd THINK after Koki had left that I'd stop trusting them, but I thought for sure, fore SURE this time no one else would leave. Last person I thought was Taguchi, considering he choose this industry for himself (unlike the others who had people apply them for JE without them knowing and just went with it). The fact that he's now just throwing it all away and hurting the others RIGHT before their 10th Anniversary pisses me off to no end.

I know he doesn't regret it either. He was the only one smiling during any point of the Best Artist segments. I won't lie that I kinda wanted to punch him for that right then.

Maybe later, once my fears over the well-being of the other three are abated, I can come to terms with everything and forgive him, but right now I NEED this anger and defensiveness for the others...it's the only thing driving me to stay in this fandom right now. I could just as easily leave for greener pastures, I'm also pretty deep in the NEWS fandom, and recently got introduced to Hey Say Jump, and it would be so easy...SO easy to abandon ship (I won;t be surprised if my friend, who is mainly in those fandoms, does just that). But I don't want to. Taguchi was my bias in KAT-TUN, but Kame has always been second-favorite, and was actually my original knee-jerk bias when I was introduced to KAT-TUN. He has worked his ass off for this group, sacrificing his health at times. Seeing him shaking during yet ANOTHER member departure announcement, and hearing his voice crack during Dead or Alive...and seeing Taguchi still smiling later...I was so pissed off. I want to stick with this fandom so that everything Kame, and Maru, and Ueda have worked toward so far means something. To be honest, I should have just stuck with Kame as a bias, for as defensive I get over KAT-TUN (we have that in common, lol).

So yeah, Taguchi can do whatever he wants, it's his life. For causing all this pain to members and fans, he'd BETTER make it worth it. But I don't know if I'll ever fully forgive him. As it is, I still hold a grudge against Koki. Funny how I can go 180 from loving someone so much to hating them at the drop of a hat...but I don't take betrayal of my trust well... Someday though, it WOULD be nice to be able to look at all the goods of his I've collected (and since put away) with a smile.

Anyways, for now I'm distancing myself from the KAT-TUN fandom, and letting myself enjoy my other fandoms instead. NEWS just released an awesome single, I still have HSJ concerts to watch, and outside the idol fandoms, I've gotten back into Kamen Rider. I'll be keeping an eye out on what's left of KAT-TUN though, and soon as I hear word of any new singles, I'll be back. The big test is going to see if I still like the music after all this...

I think at this point, they should do what NEWS did and just kinda...start from scratch... Like, how NEWS makes "Chankapaana" their default song now instead of "NEWS Nippon". Real Face will just be a sad shell of it's former glory, and I'd love to see them just ditch it and come up with something new. Their 10th Anniversary can be a new beginning (again)...and I'll try not to get my hopes up, but maybe this time the three remaining members will stick around to at least see their 15th anniversary together (I'd say 20th, but that this point, that'd probably be getting TOO hopeful).
kissmegreen (Lyan): kame kmgkissmegreen on November 27th, 2015 02:24 pm (UTC)
Junno does deserve your anger. It is impossible to not be angry and frustrated and if it means taking it out on him, then so be it, because one way or another, he is the cause of your distress. It is the same way that I need him to be miserable with me.

No matter how you look at it... no matter how much we love him... no matter how much we wish him to be happy... this all still feels like betrayal. Or if not betrayal, then disappointment.

I still hope that over time we will all get over this. I know KT will lose more fans but I wish that isn't the case. As for me, I only truly follow KT and the day I stop for whatever reason will be the day I end all interest in Johnnys. I tried but I can't see myself in another JE fandom. KT is really the exception for me.

With Kame's new drama near and the hopefully pending tour, I hope by then they can find some level to stand and redefine themselves again.

Don't stay away from them for too long ^^
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crism79: KAT-TUN Not all those who wander are loscrism79 on November 26th, 2015 10:13 pm (UTC)
As usual I loved reading your thoughts as their are much as my own.

If before I could just imagine how it felt like when Jin and Koki left (based on my previous boyband heartbreak experience - the first and last... or so I thought - pfft back then I said "I'm done with boybands for the rest of my life!", should've bitten my tongue! ah!), now I have a hint...

I try to take a little comfort on the fact that Junno actually faced the fans and that it was him to announce it. Also that they were all together. Still, (as one of the things that me and powwie talked about) this announcement for me felt rushed... there would never be a good timing or place, but wouldn't it make more sense to announce this say... on SCP? But that's just me...

Anyway, I just hope that Junno will find his way and be happy. If he wasn't happy anymore then this was the best. If there are other reasons behind that are untold we'll probably never know them, like so many other stories that I bet are locked behind fatty lawsuit lockers. I don't hate Junno, I can't hate him, simply because... he's Junno and I love him like all the other members.

Right now it's still hard for me too to see KT as just the three of them, as you say, Junno was the sun, he was for me the "petit Prince" (just not as "petit"), even when he didn't say anything his presence was there and felt. It will take some time to get used to it...

And I guess KAT-TUN not being your normal/typical Johnny's is exactly what attracted us. If I could go back and choose to fall down the rabbit whole that is KAT-TUN or just ignore those four rabbits, I would definitely run after them full speed and jump after them again without hesitation :) Because what I've gained from them in these almost two years I've been following them: the music, the happiness, the laughs, the wonderful people I've met :) - all that makes it worthwhile even suffering these heartbreaks.
kissmegreen (Lyan): kame kmgkissmegreen on November 27th, 2015 02:45 pm (UTC)
I am still debating or thinking if that announcement was good or bad. It was bad because it is like our fandom's dirty business was suddenly exposed to the world and seemed like a total dismissal of us fans or even fan club members and even those poor fans who showed up at the event. It was also bad because folks waited for soooo long to see KT and had hoped to enjoy themselves. I didn't even notice that they did kiss3 and the johnnys medley because I was left in a state. Even now, I still haven't watched the recording. It is like the evening never happened as well as sooo many things did happen and went very wrong.

But then again, the members did decide to do it this way. Perhaps partly to put the spotlight on the man in question, himself. Maybe it was like, "you made your decision, now deal with the consequences. Be the man to disappoint the ones you swore to love". That, as well as, so many people were watching Best Artist that that one announcement would take away the need for those depressing press conferences. Which I guess worked since the media wasn't all up in their faces.

Either way... anyhow, it all really sucks.

But yeah, you and I both will be digging our own hole to get stuck with them. Nothing lasts forever, so it is the good memories that count... and even if we hurt now, humans have the ability to move on with what is left ^^

I say this but...

I am in Kagoshima now. Good time to run away.
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Jopiejopiety on November 27th, 2015 02:46 am (UTC)
hey there...

the cruel-est fact about being a fangirl: your idol can't always become what you imagine they are..
as for me, i've been there long before akanishi depart...
and let's say, before kattun, i've already broken heart by my another idol *from another country* :p
even when i accidentally found kattun in that 'broken-heart' state, i know right away that this group, the members' personality are too strong,
and based on my experience, dont you ever believe that a group would last forever..

and so i'm right, when i'm happy again with kat-tun, there went Jin, making such a surprising announcement.
for a moment i cant bear to hear any kattun's song...
and for some time later, Ryutaro from Hey! Say! JUMP got that leaving-group-drama too.

so i'm done!

in total, 5 groups of my idols had made me broken hearted.
i don't wanna cry anymore because of leaving members or separated groups.
"love the group for each time, dont imagine the future!" i said to my self.

by that mind set, i'm still shock when things happen with Koki, but i guess i could heal my self rather quicker than before.

and now junno, thing that made me glad is that he is not suddenly missing. he told us now so we can still expect to see him till spring.
i guess it's pretty good. we still have time to give our best supporting him until then, leave no regret.

i will still love KAT-TUN, and Junno, and of course still to Koki and Jin.
may be i could say all this coz my ichiban Ueda is still there.
but i love KAT-TUN for each and evryone of them, not only the group.
Therefor i want to support remaining members to my fullest.
and i guess i'm pretty excited to see how they will be now as a trio :)

hyphens ganbare~~~

nb: oh yeah, KAT-TUN is still my main fandom all over the world...
no matter what, me too will choose them over and over again..
After all this time? Always...

Edited at 2015-11-27 02:49 am (UTC)
kissmegreen (Lyan): kame kmgkissmegreen on November 27th, 2015 02:56 pm (UTC)
Wow. You can write a book on your heartbreaks! But I guess it still never gets easy. It is always a difficult time and an angry time because there is so hurt and yet you can't let go.

"even when i accidentally found kattun in that 'broken-heart' state, i know right away that this group, the members' personality are too strong"

It is funny how fans, including myself ignored all the redlights and allowed ourselves to be captured, softened up and then hurt and then softened up again and on and on.

But as you said, nothing lasts forever. Rather than excited to see how 3nin will start off or continue, it is more like I am anxious. I know for sure that they have talent to pull through but, just how different will they be?

These boys will be the end of me ><

Hang in there!
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kurikuribebikurikuribebi on November 27th, 2015 04:26 am (UTC)
As soon as I heard the news, I had to admit I was very happy. In my mind, Kat-tun died a long time ago. After Akanishi, they hung in there but there was an obvious flare missing. Then Koki, and there was nothing extreme that set them apart from other groups. All of the boys have great potential and talent, and I feel that as individuals, they could be so much greater than they can be as a group.

Taguchi will be great and will be okay. The other three will be okay.
kissmegreen (Lyan): kame kmgkissmegreen on November 27th, 2015 03:14 pm (UTC)
For many people, their journey with KT started with 6 members. For many others, it started with 5 members. Recently, many fell for the 4 member KT and if KT continues, I am sure many will start their journey with them as 3nin. So I guess that is why some people will be hurt more than others now. KT has proven (at least to 5nin and 4nin fans) that they have what it takes to rebuild and be okay. But it is still sad when you see the group you love different from how you found it.

If Junno is happy then that is good. I want him to be happy. But not yet. It is his life and he deserves to plan for his own happiness, but being an idol meant that he also promised fans some hapiness... it is a pity they can't compromise on certain things.

But yeah, KT was never dead for me. In fact, I would rather say they reinvented themselves and got better in some aspects. And for my own selfish reason, even if it is 3nin, I don't want KT to disappear. Even if they have their own talent, it is the group I want.

A want Junno and them to hurry up and be ok!
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Mystical_Powers: KTmystical_powers on November 27th, 2015 10:14 am (UTC)

I think we're all in the same boat!

And I, like you, will still choose to look up 'KAT-TUN' on the internet on the very first day that I did. While they've put us all and themselves through shit, I still wouldn't give it up for the world because the positivity and happiness that they give me GREATLY outways the bad that we've gone through. And it helps that fans and members alike have gone through the bad TOGETHER and I think that somehow helps everything not hurt a little less <3
kissmegreen (Lyan): kame kmgkissmegreen on November 27th, 2015 03:37 pm (UTC)
Ikr! Can't just up and abandon the others when they need to rebuild from almost all over again. They are really being challenged now and they need us as much as we need them.

I can only just hope they can make their way back soon enough and hurry up with an event!

kikyome_chan: tuga_glarekikyome_chan on November 30th, 2015 03:56 am (UTC)
I'm so glad to read that someone feels just the same as I do u_u
thank you for sharing your feelings! I've been one of ur followers for....such a long time now!!
kissmegreen (Lyan)kissmegreen on November 30th, 2015 10:25 am (UTC)
I'm glad we can all share our thoughts and feelings at this unexpected moment ^^ It's good to have company :-)